> Uninteresting 2 Weeks in April

Study Weeks has started
and 
Examination week will proceed after that..
(which will me a stressful week to face)
so of you count the day
there is less than 30 days to face

and still
i didn't have a chance to meet her
(yeah she's busy)
express my feeling to her
gave a banquet of roses to her as i promises
but


will she accept that?
will she meet me at the park like we used to when we were close?
in just 2 weeks
(1 April if i still remember)
she changes...


is it because of the flood?
or is it because of the day that i gave her the origami roses?
and is she still have a doubt in her mind about my feeling?
or maybe because she is too busy with her work until she didn't have time to call me or BBM me (wish i got BB actually)


yes, there is a million girl out there
but she is one in a million
i have been entitled gay for years
because i didn't have a girl
(such a narrow minded friend i got)
i never mind with the title i got
because, 
yeah its not easy to fall in love
(then falling into the drain)


3 weeks ago
she said she will fly to China in May
and she said that she is concern if i fall for another girl
but i calm her heart by saying i wont do that coz what are words if you don't mean it?
(yeah Chris Medina had said it to her girl and he got her girl)


and i also worried if she fall to another man
but she said that she wont
(except for her gay actor, Shun Oguri)

so for this 2 weeks
all i can do is sending message to her
(and she only reply 1 message after 10 message she got, maybe she forgot to reply)
and try to call, but she didn't pick it up
(she's at toilet i guess)
and updating my FACEBOOK status, in hope she read it
(how will she read it if she didn't have a broadband with her?)


and that's all i can do coz i miss her so much


yeah, i'm love sick
(better than seasick)
i actually like her since i first meet her..
yeah 1 years ago..
but her friend told me that she got boyfriend already
so i undo my step
that means i have keeping my feeling to her for 1 years already
and the result...
i'm still patiently waiting..


and if u read this.. plz call me.. i miss u..

p.s lots of things i wanna share today, but its better u finish the story yourself.. this can be a true story, or maybe a made up story buy a University Boy who is bored with his life.. remember, don't prejudge before u can have a sufficient knowledge about it.. peace... 
and yeah, you can say there is a lot more girl out there....but i don't care about it
blogging is place where you can express what you fell or what you think, so i'm opened about the criticizes that i will got in future..