once again, note-to-self , Belle, Forget the bastard who hurt you. you dun deserve it. you're young, you're 16, there's lot guys want to get with you, you're jovial, you're hardcore, you can do things which not everyone could. you know how to rock your world. you have your own different kind of world. you have lot people's who care 'bout you, you have your Darla, babe, dear friends, you have your bestest friends and you have your monster alien :). don't let anyone let u down. show them how to beat, show them you can, show them u aren't a bastard like them. show them you can do better, better than they could ever do. your heart get broken, it's not like what you want, people come and go and you have yo face the fact. he's not coming back to heal u. he's changed, you dun understand him, you both of you don't understand each other, you aren't meant to be.. he left without a good reason. then he came back just to tell u he already changed. funny isn't it? just forget him n life must go on. he's just an ordinary person. you can find a lot more better man than him.
im hardcore, i cant be break so easily, i am solid. our stories end. our chapters end. just go away from my life. i don't want to see you never again. next time when you c me pretend that we do not know each other. don't smile, don't stop && stare, don't talk to me. i want to start a new life. im fresh. im new. im a new person. new B-belle, the old same me but no longer yours, no longer the person you know.
people come and go and sometimes you have to understand that if he's breaking up with you it does mean that you both of you aren't meant to be together and God has made a next chapter of your love life, god is fair, he love everyone :)
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